Random is me

HOLIDAYS ARE ABOUT OVER NOW
SLACKING IS NOT ALLOWED
BUT SLEEPING IS A MUST
NO LINK AT ALL?
OK BA JUST WANT A BETTER YEAR AHEAD
ENJOY MYSELF REALLY DURING THE HOLIDAYS
but i still haven do certain things
and the best day is always in the holidays
because i went out with certain people
AND DUN FORGET RANDOM IS ME

How good to survive one more scout camp
My juniors did well in enduring that's what i can see
Great job to my seniors for there hard work
As for myself I am disappointed by OF COURSE myself
I feel that i am not a good senior after all
everything goes well except the hike
I totally sucks at it
I cant even read a map and use a compass
I failed to complete the hike ( how disappointed )
looking at my juniors at their physical limits
I somehow felt guilty actually
Leading them to the wrong route over and over again
really felt sorry and i am happy that they didn't complain
on the last day before going home i felt sad
I cant be fast and energetic like always
I am also at my limit therefore I have to work hard
Somehow i will break that limit
So Maybe a sentence of encouragement would help
but eating is also very very important
first eat fruit and second drink more water
O ya eat and drink and be healthy
Good luck to all in anyway and everyway

White hair growing more nowadays
have been thinking too much about things
after all i dun think its important now
everyday got plans i think
but things are getting in the way
plan nicely le den no slot for other things
so too bad lo but if wan can ask first
If just nice that day nothing on den good lo
Hmm I guess i am thinking of people too
Think le also sad cause of someone else
after all thinking of her gives my strength somehow
feels like an energy flowing in my body lols
not joking its true sometimes
Taking care of my scouting business
Getting serious in it and i wont be a sadistic person
just pure punishment for the mistake
You did it wrong so accept it dude LOL(to my scout juniors)

Trying be a good student next year lol stop playing le
Serious next year no joking, no gling and no nothing
Just study all the way le~ dun wan think of all the ships
if u all dunoe what is ships add some letters in front to make a new word
e.g F-----ship or R-------ship~
The best encourage for me to study should be
someone(special person) say you are stupid to me
comfrim i get A1s... LOL not possible :D
maybe you know what i mean but i dunoe if you know
so too bad lo
If only wesley can online more often den can talk to him
Best listener other than daniel lol...
Btw thx for reading this crap i written :D