Random is me

How good to survive one more scout camp
My juniors did well in enduring that's what i can see
Great job to my seniors for there hard work
As for myself I am disappointed by OF COURSE myself
I feel that i am not a good senior after all
everything goes well except the hike
I totally sucks at it
I cant even read a map and use a compass
I failed to complete the hike ( how disappointed )
looking at my juniors at their physical limits
I somehow felt guilty actually
Leading them to the wrong route over and over again
really felt sorry and i am happy that they didn't complain
on the last day before going home i felt sad
I cant be fast and energetic like always
I am also at my limit therefore I have to work hard
Somehow i will break that limit
So Maybe a sentence of encouragement would help
but eating is also very very important
first eat fruit and second drink more water
O ya eat and drink and be healthy
Good luck to all in anyway and everyway