Random is me

today during cca we did outdoor cooking
So fail lo cause of 2 things:
- first my food drop off cause the wood broke
-second i was cooking the second thing and it RAINED
WTH man but at least i enjoy my meal :D
Going start jogging this few week and to train my juniors
HEHE I was to slim down also HAHA
I got a new sec 1 junior How COOL right?
But he has no self confident
No self motivation
AND he is fat and small LOL
ARE YOU KIDDING ME???
feel like training him
until he slim down BUT BUT ttttt
he dun want take my offer T_T
sad sad lo nowadays dam sad cause
Some people so unfriendly at sometimes i dunoe lo
den SAD LO

Pain Pain LOL nowadays keep having headache
MAYYYBEEE
I never sleep well
Orrrr i use com tooo long
Hmm could it be i study too much XD
Somehow it is because i think to much ba
LOL my mind is thinking Whatever things X.X
Thats why i got headache
my feeling really makes me Frustrated
Always feeling down nowadays BUttttt
thanks to my friends i always cant be emo
maybe you think i dun look sad at all
I looks happy everyday CAUSE
my friends are serious joker HAHA
but my friend emo more den me cause he cant act happy
(thats what i do dots)
How to stop myself from thinking too much
maybe i should just ...
Whatever lo XD

As u can see, i have nothing to write actually
but i guess on top is just crap.
here is the main point
i am going to be a fun person< Ermmm MAYYY BEE
so i guess i am going to add some fun stuff in scouting
so improve life in scouts but scare of safety issues lol
sure to be enjoying my STUDYING life
now i not so GL le cause no one for me too GL
and i want make friends with my classmates
they look so scary Dunoe why
maybe i am just scare of strangers
Wish everyone can be friendly enough to say hi
At least a hi< sorry ar i cannot make it
it is ( to say hi to classmates)
u know it will look so stupid lo
better hang out with last year class de ren
if not i will be ALONE
u know even edwin scold me dots
the reason is stupid LOL
it is because i finish my homework too fast...
How to learn?
i way i learn is to forget everything i have learn
and absorb all the teacher teach
is like empty your cup to get more water
if your cup is full u cant pour more it will drip out
so now your brain is the CUP
and what u learn is the WATER
this is what i learn from the book i read during READING LESSON ...

i feel that studying is quite ok for me
i can study hard and get better
study is not everything actually
scouting as in physical i want to get better
i am serious about this
I WISH
i could get a better grade this year
i could get stronger this year
i could be more friendly this year

today is the last day of the first week
and i think my time has been used well
in studies i learn quite a lot
i should really enjoy studying so i can continue
things change a lot too i felt much more clever den i was
but i am still stuck with knowing my classmates
the feeling was scary so just have to wait ba :D