Random is me

everytime i felt useless because i cant do anything
am i really a failer? or is it really too hard for me
i am continue trying until you say yes
until you make up your mind and be happy
what i want is only for you to be happy
thats why i have been trying
you always say that i cant but i believe someday i could
i hope u trust me because i would like to proof to you that
I CAN DO IT
maybe i am just another guy you know but the meaning is different here
what i am trying to achieve is actually ...
i am gonna be a pro in cheerism(lols some random word i made up)
ok talk to your pillow when you sleep
or the pillow wont give you sweet dreams:D

i miss you i miss you i miss you
thinking about you everyday and everytime
wherever and whenever i am
i will think of you
what is this all about
trying to see you
feeling sad when u are sad
feeling happy when u are happy
comfort you when u need me
throw me away when u dun need me
love me if i need love
kill me if i am going to die
save me if i need to be saved
SO SORRY cause i know u need me but i wasnt there for you
i know my heart will be with you but my body cant
i would treasure every moments with u and hope u will be happy